Thursday, April 18, 2024

Past Valentine

Memorial statues photos make of us
Until the movies came along
And now I have a video of you
On my phone for easy access
And a whole record of the world
Uploading our success and our
Falling short of one another
Repeatedly and stubbornly
But not all the pictures lie
Some you have to pick out
The electric field around us
From the experience itself
To see right past the picture
To the angels standing there

Wednesday, April 17, 2024

Coming Close Valentine

Close enough to touch
But never touching
This went on for months
Filled with long walks
Silent or speaking at the same time
No you go first I forget
What I wanted to say
But now fifty years later
I remember it your skin
Pulling me in us cowards
Of affection geniuses of delay
How could it be we never spoke
The truth we wanted to say
You see I still blame you for not
Going first but yes it was me

Tuesday, April 16, 2024

Death Is Always Early Valentine

Death falls in little pieces
Like a large fly lying on its back
Just here on my table
Under the brown lilies of Easter
Its legs folded its wings
Still catching some sun
No one to annoy or marry
Hatching little ones
No elaborate funeral to follow
Which no one attends
Which dandelion shall I
Place you under or feed
You to the lilies until
Our resurrection comes

Eighties Days Valentine

I usually start with yesterday
Without which no morning could come
Looking back over what was said
And done testing my memory
That certain gestures certain looks
Not be entirely lost on me
By which time it's afternoon
When serious work gets done
Listening to the Verdin sing
Worrying about the world to come
Doing the dishes for some fun
And suddenly it's twilight
Just enough time to catch
The button moon slip loose
The virgin dark undress

Monday, April 15, 2024

Conjugal Valentine

I watched your thoughts
Coming through on your face
I caught you thinking
Which doesn't often happen
Not the thinking but me
Catching you thinking
As in 'lost in thought'
Your eyes seeing both
Inside and outside of you
Stopping time so it all
Got quiet around us
And then you turned to me
And said, 'I was just thinking....'
As if I hadn't a clue

Sunday, April 14, 2024

Always There Valentine

Some sixty years ago today
I took the habit of a monk
Face down on the floor I lay
And spoke a cloudy vow
I shortly couldn't keep
The sixties intervened
Like the sunny Renaissance after
The dogmatic Middle Ages
And I was given a small farm
A wife and a child both fine
A whole precocious heaven
With a woods where I
Could roam the rest
Of my life away
But you had other plans for me
Whoever you are
Carefully and patiently
Still homeward urging me

Saturday, April 13, 2024

Except Valentine

What does the length of a day
Have to do with its width
Or its depth as you travel
Out farthest deeper down
If you let go of time
Except time to unravel
If you think of it as cubic
Transparent and alive
What does the length of a life
Have to do with what survives
If time doesn't matter
If after all it can't be taken
With you to the grave
Except what's saved

Friday, April 12, 2024

Some Days Valentine

Though I live in a small town
In the middle of an enormous city
At the bottom of an evaporated ocean
I am always conscious of the desert
Surrounding all of this which starts
To boil and bubble in early April
While we fearless frogs enjoy
These cool spring days before
(The tenderness that came back
After it had been given up on)
But what will we do with all these
Steep hills and deeper valleys
Some days I picture my life
As a mirage in this desert
The mirage of an oasis
I am crawling toward
Some days so vaporous and fine

Thursday, April 11, 2024

Her Valentine

Just yesterday I discovered
There is nothing
Inside of light
She holds nothing back
But herself transparent
And up for anything
And willing to tell you
Anything you ask
And give it to you for a song
But it's darkness who holds
A place in her heart 
See how she sinks
Into his arms how she
Rises again even more herself

Wednesday, April 10, 2024

Novalis Valentine

Each poem of his is its own book
Of poems each line a corridor
Each word a room a door
You pass by listening
For something unexpected prophetic
Informative and thrilling
Wondering who speaks so
Urgently from so many mouths
All saying the same thing
Come I've something to show you
You won't believe her
Even when you meet her
My little suffering Sophie
Madonna of my love

Tuesday, April 9, 2024

It's Still Early Days Valentine

For a long time
We could only see time
Passing in light and darkness
So we called it Change
The god above all gods
Who ruled the weather
But then it happened
In the south of France I think
The god was captured
In the clock of the heart
And we could finally hear it
Ticking and tocking
The metal hand slipping
From second to third to fourth
Through us like a shiver
And then the bell would ring

Monday, April 8, 2024

Tribal Valentine

I think I've finally found my tribe
A school of red-headed finches
Who like me for my dandelion feasts
The gold I've turned to dusty seeds
Laid out for them each morning
We are a serious studious lot
Even if we hop about
From text to text precisely
Studying the light ever watchful
Of the dangers of being on the ground
From which we now and then
Ascend as one into the harboring tree
Our fears transformed to prayers
Our longings into lusty songs

Sunday, April 7, 2024

Hear Tell Valentine

The grim reports from the far reaches
Of the human mind stop short
The lost armies of thinking
The last weary survivors
Set up camp there
On the cliffs above the river
Dreaming of bridges and boats
To float across this impasse
To the beautiful world that must
Be there on the other side of pitch-
Black darkness and cold
Where they light their fires
And tell their ancient stories
Of those who traveled there
And brought back word of gold

Friday, April 5, 2024

Quite Valentine

Have I settled for the shadow
Of my tree against the wall
Just now coming into leaf
In small bunches protruding
Into uniformly gray flowers
Nothing left of the tree
But the lines of its branches
When the sun sketches them
Gray on the gray block wall
Stripped down to its floating
Soul when now and then
Wind ruffles the light
And I can feel the real tree
Just there behind me
Pass through me quite

Thursday, April 4, 2024

Trying To Get Down Valentine

So what's going on this morning
In that resting pretty head of yours
Leaving the tunnel of dreams
Sweeping up into a body's
Heaviness a befogged city's
Nervous energy becalmed
By the blue of this harbor
A bed's perspective on the day
Ahead where you lay your scene
Or might it not be better
To let life go on dreaming
That it's the real thing
While you sleep deeper and
Deeper beyond all dreams