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Stuck
in the crotch
of a
dead branch
the
black eviscerated
ball
of an old pomegranate
wedged
passion between
further
falling and
resurrection
the
cat glares at me
as if
to say
it’s
not polite to stare
we
resume our
individual
tasks
me my
scratching
her
her hair
In a
gust of feelings
a star
and a hanging
basket
of geraniums
a
street in red November
listening
to mockingbirds
from
such a few damp
clues
I could still
reconstruct
you
the
sneaky way leaves
fall
when you’re not looking
or
when you are the birds
poop
on the flowers
the
inescapable strangeness
we are
to one another
and to
all beings
love
has so far claimed
They
say Christ had
his
first human stage
in a
time just before
our
big bang and then
on our
first earth
became
an angel
on second earth
an
archangel and then
on the
third an Archai
a
First Beginning
and
now in our time
on
this fourth earth
an
Exusiai a Former
of Forms
entering again
briefly
a human stage
for
his brother Lucifer’s
sake a
rescue operation
with a
certain outcome
and limited
duration
after
which we too
on the
fifth earth
will
become angels
and
continue on like him
Snails
leftover from
another
earth
resurface
briefly
in
desert rains
crunchy
underfoot
not
that much ice-
grayer
than eggshells
but a
little wad
of
snot tucked
into a
unicorn horn
that
travels and can
feel
the first touch
of
spring leaving its
smeared
kiss and
cum on
everything
Putti
genii cherubim
it’s
there in their eyes
children
beholding death
create
a custom size
balance
is not mediocrity
faces
of the so-called dead
a constant
surprise
so
mothering is made
curtains
opening on clouds
she
arrives in haste
unstoppable
the terror
to be
faced but really
she’s
just kneading bread
while her
two hungry
toddlers
watch carefully
but
nothing’s said
We
pretend not
to notice
one another
the
pied cat strolling
like the
landlord
through
my tiny yard
where
daily I sit
doggedly
writing down
whatever
comes along
not
that I stare at
every
face or ass
or sashaying
cat
but I
do let a few
crazy
things carry
me
along it’s true
beauty
rules still
even the
cat sniffs
the
flowers the sun
relaxes
on the lawn
only
my thoughts
stumble
on
Who
bears
and burnishes
my attention
my
feet in
your
sun my
head
in some
shady
places
so I
resemble
the
sky have
that
permission
to
mirror back
and
moon
for
you
So we
come back
to reality
without us
back
to ourselves
after
being taken up
by
some other reality
after
being abandoned
by it we
come back
to the
logic of death
so
what say the stumps
floating
decapitated
dreams
the last
purple
flowers
Listening
to
my pee
hitting
the water
the cadence
and bright
intonation
of it
all
I can hear
languages
eagerly
returning
to
nitrogen
and the
odor
of
asparagus
and
roses
with a
smile
The surprising
inability
to discern
the borderline
from
the true princess
of
virtue as if
one
was disguised
in a
beautiful body
and
the other disguised
as an
overweight ya-ya
what
didn’t you get
O
warrior of the light
refusing
that your youth
be
taken from you
once
you had the power
to put
it right
That
we not
take too
lightly
one
another love
departs
as if you
could
depend on
someone
else
what
that life
would
feel like
Opportunists
of the sun
like me
a chair or choir
among
the grasses who
would
also rather walk away
but do
become filled
receptacles
of light finally
as if
one were to keep
the out-takes
and discard
the
masterpiece morning is
inspiring
how many cities
that
still must spread
and
die if all
we
need is leaves
to
climb the sky
On the
day Jack
Gilbert
died which
was
just yesterday
and will
always seem
like
just yesterday
I
finally get around
in my
dotage it
happens
to reading
the visionary
poems
of
Bunny Lang
on the
high say-so
of
Frank O’Hara
that
first great
negro
poet among
the black
poets
of Martinique
who still
smoked
and
drank heavily
and
Bunny laughed
when
she caught
Jack
walking over
the
water toward her
all
three born within
a year
or two of one
another
and within
a few brief
marvelous
miles now
gone
When
will we
simply
accept
that until
hunger
is satisfied
and
a warm
safe home
is
provided
for
everyone
and
reasonably
good
mental
and
physical
health
is assured
for everyone
only
if these
three
are present
can we
begin
to
speak of human
beings
acting in
a human way
until then it’s
about money
not
women or men
Here
temperature is speed
as in
all the other worlds
we
remember occupying
how in
the stone the
flower
replays its flowing
all
color being molten
when
in the streets and
fields
we hear ourselves
come
from darkness
to
break our words on
one
another’s shoulders
plowing
on circumspectly
toward
that dawn
we
glimpse as you
This
cup is
the thinking
that
goes on
after awareness
brings
it
puts
it down
on the
table
but
the drink
itself
is eager
to be
tasted
after
its long journey
from
the sun
so deftly
suffused
with light
and
calm
it can leave
and
enter time
at
will while we
fused
to bodies
await our
death
as the
end of all
How
many more naïve
realists
are left
spiritual
materialists
church-going
slave-holders
self-flattering
sociopaths
for
one morning
to get
through
only
small minds
want
small government
let’s
have big government
big
self-government
big
enough to include
and take
care of us all
Undertaker
ants
with infinitesimal
care
yet
hurriedly after me
file
across the mesa
of the
stepping-stone
toward
the crushed
body
of the snail
whose
shell looks
like a
totaled car
the
silvery insides
which
it spilled
dried
to crusty
diamonds
in the
sun and
all
the
ants can do
is
chase their
tiny
shadows
back
and forth
unable
to lift it
or to
leave
It can
be as
indecisively
precise
as this
Admiral
butterfly’s
admirably
careful
momentary
landings
waverings
but
during
the night
that
dream named
hurricane
devastated
me and
now disloyally
in morning
light
joy to
see
even pieces
of me
returning
If we
count one year
for
every hundred
the
world just turned
20
years old since
the
light came into it
which
goes a long way
toward
illuminating
our situation
mindful
what one
knew at 20
and
the damage done
but now
the black and
white
cat steps daintily
through
the wet grass
and
our whole future
as
they say lays spread
out gingerly
before us
After
the garbage
truck raging
minotaur
barges
through
the alley
and
the dust
settles
on the dew-
glittery
grass
the
trees turn over
grayer
wiser
back
to sleep
and no
one now
not
silent
will ever
be as
silent
as a canoe
of
clouds
just
arriving
out of
the blue
this
desert
once a
shore
this
body
once a
boy’s