Friday, July 31, 2020

Circle Time Valentine

In my favorite picture that remains of you
You have your back to the camera
Sitting in a lawn chair reading
While in front of you a vast green
Rolling landscape of lakes and hills
Without trees or people lies
It's late spring-early summer
Before everything turns brown
When heaven still seems
A part of the earth though leaving
And you're still reading it the story
Of your life your head
Bent to the words in wonder
While we old children listen in

Thursday, July 30, 2020

Emergencies in Heaven Valentine

If the body is a sacred animal
The soul is slowly eating away
If the fires of so-called love
Burn everything to the ground
Does it go on eating
And planning suppers
Only the fittest can survive heaven
And then move on to a true paradise
Where they are put to work
Pulling burrs out of a silk garment
In the great flat fields of light
From which they grind their flour
Simple farmers and retired kings
Unrequited queens sipping wine

Wednesday, July 29, 2020

After Osip (from the English) Valentine

Cautious but called
A single fruit falls
In the silent forest
Setting it singing
 
Until the Orioles come
To amaze the branches
With a new tuning
Out of lost aspirations
 
It doesn't matter about sadness anymore
Tears are so transparent and leaf-like
You've mistaken it for nature
 
But it won't protect your heart
It will still have to sing and tremble
It will still be part of the future

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Perseid Shower Valentine

I must be a Greek or ancient Egyptian
The way the gods have infiltrated me
They seem to be giving up on nature
Turning all their attention on us
Until the suspense is killing me
As they say the temporarily dead
Who have a way of scolding me
With just a smiling glance
In my general direction
Just knowing they are there
Is enough to calm me down
Just seeing they're returning
Their masterpiece undone

Monday, July 27, 2020

Serving Valentine

You gods who play the long game
Who were part of the early planning
And stay loyal to your name
Great creatures who have no guilt
Or shame who work your will
Tirelessly in every place and time
For whom our mountains and our seas
Are poor reminders of your rhymes
And starry rhythmic breathing
Like you I just want to endure
And stay pissed just a little
Learn to love the nothingness
And the somethingness equally
Unassigned unknown none

Friday, July 24, 2020

The Other Last Thing Valentine

That the spirit would have no obstacles
They chose the purest girls
To sit above the noxious fumes
So the god's voice could come through
Crackly like on an old radio
While we scribes quickly wrote down
Those words immediately passed on
To the highest interpretive authorities
But today everyone's a prophet
Of their own opinions and rewards
Seduced by their own perfume
No one to reveal the future
So it can be decoded
And the past avoided

Thursday, July 23, 2020

What's Not To Worship Valentine

Whatever's done to gold
Say this day or your eyes
Smelted with silver
Whatever's done to silver
So it descends from clouds
Unavoidably a river
A moon-lit crossing
Running through the ground
Whatever's done to travel
So it becomes this wandering
I still want to keep going
Hope is the last body we'll ever have to wear
Though it's too loose and itches
You look as beautiful as ever

Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Reading Sappho While Running Errands Valentine

Did you come back exhausted
From the crowded stores of life
With nothing in your hands
Did you sample a few grapes
And run your sticky fingers
Over an old book or two
Did you argue with the clerk
About the exorbitance of silk
Discarding several dresses
With a flick of your gold wrist
Was your laughter haughty and lewd
When you saw your lover with another
Did you get to the part
Where she hurls her heart
At Aphrodite's feet

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Out-gardened Valentine

My small mind has effectively been replaced
By a wide heaven of close-knit dandelions
Sheep-white balls of seeds and
Bright gold turned-up faces
Together basking in the sun
I tried to root them out
While they were young and
I was strong enough
To spread new grass seed
Over them at just the right
Spring shade of moon
The day after a rain
When everything
Is possible

Monday, July 20, 2020

The Mystery of In and Out Valentine

If I look around me
Everything keeps to its given place
But if I look inside me
Things are always moving about
Interpenetrating one another
Forming and dissolving
A dream world in which
I sometimes feel I'm waking
Where colors and sounds
Reveal themselves as languages
I'm learning to speak and read
While outside here in the sun
I enjoy the illusion of sitting alone
Inside I'm thronged with beings
Who call me by my real name

Friday, July 17, 2020

Arts and Crafts Valentine

If I organize my thoughts
And throw them down like clay
On a wheel or knit them
Together into a garment
Or shape them into a vessel
If I turn them on a lathe
And sand them down to gleaming
Forming them into a figure
Stain and polish it
And then wrap it as a gift
To whom can I send it
Who will drink from my crooked cup
Who will wear my ragged shawl
Who will ride my prancing horse

Thursday, July 16, 2020

God Fishing Valentine

Alert but helpless as a goldfish
In the bowl of a dazzling day
I am content but wish
For company sometimes
To swim among my fellows
In some intimate pond
But that was not to be my fate
The fascination of a child
Turned out to be my part
Who only wanted greater things for me
When he flushed me
Down the toilet and then cried
To find me gone

Tuesday, July 14, 2020

Active Waiting Valentine

Now we have a good system in place
By which 'Unknown' can call
And leave not a word for us
But we know very well
He'll just call back later
So we can get to know him
And watch him record
The broken-up message
We're listening to right now
At three in the darkness
When we call him back
Just to hear his voice
Detect in it the signal
Of his coming soon

Monday, July 13, 2020

Waiting Valentine

While I was waiting for you to wake up
Though you're probably just laying there
Scrolling through your phone and dozing
Warm and sweet under the covers
While a small brown leaf
Is twirling from a spider's thread
Someone's world coming to an end
They don't believe you will ever get up
That eventually you'll come and kiss
My cheek and life will begin again
They've foolishly given up on you
The revelation of your love
The twirling of a leaf
Their whole religion

Saturday, July 11, 2020

Science Fiction Valentine

If we could visit the communities on Mars
If we could see what they envision
The incoming and the outgoing of souls
The warring cities and the peaceful towns
All rather medieval when not plain evil
If we could explore their landfills
And climb their latest constructions
Learn if they've solved
The problem of cleverness
And if they teach you how to live
Once you get there
 

Friday, July 10, 2020

Birthday Valentine

A knock on the roof
At four o'clock
And a hundred and four
Degrees in the afternoon
I was dreaming of burnt-up rivers
There was nothing mystical
About it for a change
My prayer was easy-peasy
In return for letting me
Live just a little longer
Than might otherwise be
Prefigured in the plan
To see that face to hear that voice
I promise to go quietly in time

Thursday, July 9, 2020

Natural Valentine

Even though the beauty of the world
Cannot save us now it stands
In speechless wonder
As a perennial encouragement
To us to save ourselves
Its glories and its sufferings
Offer us pictures of our past
Mountains and rivers we once were
And cast off in our long journeys
Toward affection and remorse
In it everything we've been and done
Returns to be reconciled and owned
The last vestige of a promise we made
To become beautiful ourselves

Wednesday, July 8, 2020

Thoughtful Valentine

Do I exercise my thoughts enough
Do I think about my thinking
Is it too automatic and watery
Do I have any succinct ideas
About where they originate
These questions themselves
Or what thoughts are worth thinking
And what thoughts decide their value
A piece of music or a painting
Can come close or a death observed
From the safety of my thoughts
Let me go in your stead
Let me bury my I in your you
Whose thoughts awake the dead

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Phantom Valentine

One last grown-up butterfly
My phantom in the yard
With time running out
As quickly as it rushes in
Frantic beauty floating
Searching for a place to stay
While space just stands there
Patiently waiting to be filled
With leaves and sunlight
Wings of assembled dust
That flutter back and forth
Like a grieving mother
Achieving her composure
When she finally comes to rest

Sunday, July 5, 2020

Called Valentine

I had a mandate and a mission
A divine commission
But I misplaced it on the way
To some forgotten destination
Now life is my vocation
How to keep them each alive
Body soul and spirit
Even when the soul
Tries to kill the body
And the body scorns the spirit
So needy for the inspiration
And good company
Of other bodies souls
And spirits

Saturday, July 4, 2020

Freedom Valentine

The flowers of the palm trees
Are falling like snow in the sun
The out-breath is always dying
To take in again its life
What connects the leaves to the body
Must be some idea of a seed
High in the palm tree a man
Hacking at his mind with a saw
Forcing the tree upward
The dead limbs falling away
He shouts to the one below
Leave me here and let me sway
There's a fragrance coming in from the sea
Enough to live on forever

Friday, July 3, 2020

Wind-Rung Bell Valentine

Sometimes my cat's tail accidentally
Rings that little rusted bell otherwise
You can only hear it when the wind
Reaches a certain degree of emotion
That it pushes back and cries out
So meekly so sweetly
It begs for mercy shameless
As a child singing
Keep me around
I can sing for you
Whenever you want
I will bring your youth
Back to you reborn
Before you die

Thursday, July 2, 2020

To a Spy in Heaven Valentine

I want my entelechy to speak
To your entelechy and say
Thank you for contacting me
I know how busy you are
But I need a big favor
Something only you can do
Though I know how difficult
It can be to get a message through
Even the night couriers are slow
But could you please tell your friend
Your current curious manifestation
To keep searching don't relent
I too am a spy of the soul
And will know him when I see him

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Visiting Valentine

What if the pregnant Mary came to me
Would the child quicken in my throat
Or strike me blind and speechless
Or would she put me at my ease
Sit me down and take my hands
Into her comprehending hands
Where nothing need be said
Everything known everything forgotten
Everything given everything taken away
Darkness would gather around us
And our hearts would break
And mend and break again
Until the last sun would wake us

Why Valentine

It's like being in a shooting gallery
Or would you rather have a real war
Like the sandy trenches of Samothrace
With spears flying or when
The arrow was invented
At the same moment all over the earth
Born to be a bullet in the head
Ultimately I take a positive view
Of the end why
Would you chose not to love
Deny
What's obviously right there
Not say a prayer