Saturday, December 31, 2022

Built To Burn Valentine

They say it is possible to truly see
The soul of a burning building ascend
When out of the flames the captive light
Resumes its radiant form and rises
To hang suspended above the earth
Transparent as a window into the future
And a new stone is added to the city
Of clouds being constructed there
While the builders stand among the ashes
The incense of forests lifting
Warming themselves on the remnant coals
They say it is possible to truly feel
Reassured of such ascension

Friday, December 30, 2022

Train Of Time Valentine

Waiting at the empty station
After the last day's left
Listening for the arrival
Of the next new night
In that little space between
The chaos of the world
And the kindness of the stars
Stopping everything for a few
Conscious moments to look
Into the maps of the faces we love
Before the future sweeps us away
Huffing and puffing into the station
We immigrants bound for eternity
We faithful friends of time

Thursday, December 29, 2022

Serious Valentine

I woke up this morning well
And blessed and thought
I will call my brother who lives
In pain without complaint
I have a photo of him around ten
Sitting in a blooming apple tree
The black and white Ontario lake
Sparkling behind him a serious boy
Who would not be comforted by excuses
Before the polio left him stranded
In an iron iceberg we were never
Close in the sense of knowing
One another I left before
He might have needed me
Before I could be someone
Who is wanted as a friend
But now we're old and I
Our whole lives as strangers
Will try again before the end

Wednesday, December 28, 2022

Innocents' Valentine

On this holy rainy night
A dream revealed to me
The mystery of the earth
How the children were despoiled
By a series of evil deeds
Before love itself could come
Into the world with so much 
Catching up to do 
And how it's still
In its early days
Of recovering all that's lost
So not to give up hope
For no one has even an inkling yet
Of its all-consuming strength

Thursday, December 22, 2022

Solstice Valentine

This midnight of the year's stopped clock
The cat's-eye moon is almost closed
It nestles up against Mercury and Mars
Like two dice rattling in a lucky cup
Thrown down upon the clear dark
Auguring our future gains and losses
Laying down before us all
We'll have to face or run from
The resurrections and the crosses come
The quiet circling of the vultures
The rainy afternoons of love
Hovering there in the seed of the sun
With you its chosen holy ground
And only the impossible to grow


Tuesday, December 20, 2022

Under The Tree Valentine

How many days and nights will it take
For us to comprehend infinity and feel
It when it shows up among us
Like a bird chirping in a blizzard
Or a suffering child or even
To come upon its straying light
Over open fields and dark woods
Sitting comfortably in the rushing train
Of eternity when will we get there
To receive its boundless gifts
Doled out to us in little bits of glory
Or when it opens up itself to us finally
The immeasurable the endless
The ample presence of its love

Friday, December 16, 2022

Signal's Valentine

Feed me I said and I was fed
Strong meat wine and bread
Bless me I said and I was read
Firm words to wake the dead
And lo the dead did shine in books
Just as I was assembling my mind
Trying to picture its delicate
Mechanisms and possible purposes
Its dials like a radio its lights
And I could switch the stations
Control the volume if not the static
But where is the signal coming from
These someone else's words I speak
As if they could strike me dumb

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Ides of December Valentine

This world is only Maya in the  morning
In the darkness when the fading light
Of dreams slowly merges with
The rising light of day and we
Are neither asleep nor awake laying there
But paused at the point
Of crossing over in the middle
Of the swaying bridge of time
Of two minds and two hearts really
Loving both worlds equally and torn
Sorry to leave you but I'll be back
Like someone with two families
Every day a sad departure
Every day a welcome home

Tuesday, December 13, 2022

Kaspar's Valentine

It's hard to think of a single sin
That wasn't committed against him
Or the cleverness of their execution
Motherless fatherless locked away
In a darkened room for years
A whole childhood devoured
But they say he had two wooden
Horses to love and play with
Feeding them first on the bread
And water he was given every day
What could be so feared in him
He had to suffer such a fate
And even after his release it followed him
Except for those few summer months
When he learned to dance and paint
Amazingly delicate leaves and flowers
Leaving us stunned with his forgiveness

Monday, December 12, 2022

Child's Valentine

When the clouds of history convene
Their annual conference in a dream
Full of grumbling-weeping storms
And lightening-bolts like augurs
The darkness comes back to us
Immense as falling snow
And we are summoned to appear
Before the throne of a single star
To hear the verdict of a child
Echo through the empty fields
The dark days of our renewal
The sun's first steps returning
Light extinguished to a simple flame
That in our hearts is burning

Saturday, December 10, 2022

Logging in Valentine

Weather is weather dirt is dirt
What have we learned from the stars
We're moody today oozing fear
Dreadlocks in the gulag
A vagina on a chip
Fingernails clinging to a glacier
Did you get your tongue-lashing yet
Saturday morning garden wants to hear
How to harvest every weed you planted
How many bodies you need to feed the soil
And how to account for the radiance
Of these rainy flowers whose colors
Except for the darkness would never glow

Thursday, December 8, 2022

Advent Valentine

Like on the old maps
The face of the wind appeared
In the only cloud in the sky
Long strands of hair streaming behind
Gazing up at the full blazing moon
Immaculate as Mary's womb
Sailing above my little house
Slowly that cloud curdled itself
Into the shape of a coiled snake
While slowly the moon escaped
Sweeping its light around it like a cape
Feeling the child inside her kick
The dark around her hard and thick

Tuesday, December 6, 2022

Rushing Valentine

Isn't it the thing about beauty
That we sense immediately
Some quickening behind it
Or at least the heart does
Shift its resonance so we
Can hear a stillness
That wants to rescue us
Perhaps the only thing that can
And it doesn't matter anymore
If only for a few moments
We stare or glance at it sideways
It wants to save our lives
Rushing toward us or slipping away

Monday, December 5, 2022

Not Only God Is Good Valentine

I think goodness is someone
Who would never intentionally hurt anyone
And who suffers when that happens
Why is that such a high standard
When it seems the least we could ask
Is goodness something they've acquired
After centuries of working with evil
Or a purely natural gift
As with music or mathematics
Or anything we're good at
You must be good for something
I'm constantly telling myself
With so much practicing to do

Sunday, December 4, 2022

Scientific Valentine

Conservation renunciation
Resurrection consummation
Earth water air fire
Falling spring wintering summer
Aren't these ideas the eyes
And the ears of the gods
What happens when they move about
What changes what persists
Nothing more spiritual than the weather
So we go out for a long walk
Along the cold rushing river 
Thrilled to find feeding otters
In the swirling chaos current
Nothing gives itself away like water


Saturday, December 3, 2022

Synchronized Valentine

The cat leaps to rest on my chest
And purr her little engine of contentment
What does she see in me
That I could be her peace and quiet
For a while against the world
When she is my protector
Against the past when I perhaps
Was still myself a cat
We synchronize our heartbeats
But she races on ahead
As if she planned to skip
The human phase in me
Scanning the future all around us
With her green clairvoyant eyes

Friday, December 2, 2022

First Friday Valentine

I think of you waking up
On those cold mornings in the dark
After you learned the truth
That you had a genius growing
In your belly and lighting
The fire kneeling down
To listen to it speaking
Inside you about a new kind
Of consuming desire a light
That would pour out of the eyes
Revealing every forgotten thing
And I think of you pouring water
For your breakfast of honeyed bread
Still a young girl watching the sun come up
Half-dreading the journey ahead

Thursday, December 1, 2022

Advent Valentine

Showering once a week at
Some friends or other's house
Heating with wood and only
A battered outhouse and having
To pump our water every day
And a beautiful baby girl to care for
As if we had wanted to step back
A hundred winters to this
Particular snowfall in the woods
Smug in our snug tiny cottage
Flakes falling through sunlight
As if it had all been planned
Just to look back on and smile

Wednesday, November 30, 2022

Wanted Valentine

Fish tacos at Rubio's outdoors
Because it's 72 degrees in winter
And the world is out of joint
And apparently spring can't wait
To tear open its Christmas presents
Yes just what it wanted
One clear warm day with you
With rice and beans and avocado
Not a cloud in the sky while you
Regale me with schadenfreude
And the on-going apocalypse
Dressing dripping from you lobster taco
None of your licked fingers lost to me
Nothing spring hasn't already tasted

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Damascus Valentine

Through the mixed blessing of the internet
Yesterday's gift was to come across
Breughel's 'Conversion of St. Paul'
Because it was his birthday and all
His huge family of painters
Had come from every gallery
And warehouse of the world to celebrate
This one life-changing moment with me
All of us staring and searching
For Paul's small blue body 
Overwhelmed on the ground
As if at the bottom of a deep
Well of soldiers and travelers
Who had heard a voice but seen nothing

Monday, November 28, 2022

Seventh Generation Valentine

Boys who have only one mother
Often search out several fathers
Girls who have only one father
Often adopt many mothers
It's the missing pieces
In the collection of a person
That only a parent can give
Either a curse or a blessing
And not to hold them responsible
For our own self-creation
Sons who only know their fathers
Learning to father their own daughters
And mothers the dear lost mothers
With whom we are never done

Sunday, November 27, 2022

Unfinished Valentine

There was a time back then
When I could have read
The whole Bible end to end
When I could have covered
All the 16th century sonnets
Or at least in the original Greek
Recite a Sappho fragment
Or a strophe of the Odyssey
Instead I took the survey course
Of life and dabbled at the feast 
Not really finishing anything
Craving only some of everything
And everything of some

Saturday, November 26, 2022

Wouldn't We Valentine

I keep forgetting it's only
Curiosity and love
That keeps everything coherent
Without our skin and bones
Which hold us in one place
Wouldn't we be airy creatures
Somewhere between birds and angels
Between fog and rain
Wouldn't we blend into
Our surroundings of light
Surviving on darkness and dust
Somewhere between bats and butterflies
Between floating and blue sea
Between stasis and flight

Friday, November 25, 2022

Byzantine Valentine

Emperor of all for a few days
While still a boy the product of incest
Then his nose cut off and
His mother's tongue removed
Exiled to Rhodes where they
Lived a fairly comfortable life
According to all accounts
We have to go with what
We've got all this while enjoying
The art of the building of churches
I like to think after his mother
Died he became a monk
Having played his part in history
He could afford a better life

Thursday, November 24, 2022

November Valentine

Today the wind arrives
Like a slow late train
Out of the north snow
Where it rises
Sweeping the stars
Out of history speeding
Past the stations
To darker sky destinations
Today the wind demands
It take you with it see
It shudders to a gate
Where you must board
Invisibility and soar
And brush the earth to gold

Wednesday, November 23, 2022

Life-Size Valentine

The blue rooster standing on my table
Has Jesus eyes that follow me around
A reject even at Goodwill
They let me have it for a dime
The kind of porcelain produced in thousands
Out of which only a few survive
But to have painted it blue
Spiky comb and rippling tail
Blue patches on a white ground
Makes me smile back
At the one who painted it
A young woman or an old man
Inspired by another blue sky
Dreaming of a dime a piece
And getting the eyes just right

Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Thanksgiving Valentine

Who will count the fields of pumpkins
The feasts and forgotten presents
The bell going off at the end
The hearts and flowers the fireworks
The funerals and beaches
Who will tally up the weddings the divorces
The car crash near misses
The bumpings into someone on the street
The shifting-shuffling of the feet
Who will read to us another story
Not the one we want to hear
Who will sing to us of glory
Not the song we heard last year
Not the empty hope of fear

Monday, November 21, 2022

Having It Both Ways Valentine

While time flies south in coach
Eternity prefers a walking stick
And a good pair of mountain boots
A cold fire in thick woods
And even if time arrives
Days before enough to spend
Lounging by the ocean
Reading books watching surfers
Eternity trudges on losing its way
Sometimes forgetting where it's going 
Free of destination full of purpose
Making steady progress every day
But we all just get old as time
While eternity stays young and fresh

Waiting Valentine

Sitting in the sun in heaven
On a cold day too hot
In front too chilly in the rear
I wonder what I'm doing here
In what appears to be
A roofless waiting room
Shivering and sweating 
Being drained of matter
The few virtues I have
Stashed away won't cover
The cost of the treatments
They say I need before
Ready or not they'll have to
Whisk me off to spirit land
Some hut on a distant star

Sunday, November 20, 2022

My Two Loves Valentine

Even if it is all about me
An egoism that subsumes the world
Always placing itself at the center
Of things vaguely sensing the other
Ones standing there embarrassed
For me jealous for it to be
All about them I suppose
Even if it's all about you
Which I would equally enjoy
So I am blotted out
And completely taken in
By you so lit-up and fine
Saved from one love by another
Even if it's only mine

Saturday, November 19, 2022

Or Not Valentine

When I have forgiven myself enough
For not having forgiven you more
For having opened up and slammed the door
And run off in a huff
For scorning and dismissing you 
And wiping you with the floor
Not kind not civil not polite
When I have torn you limb from limb
Excised your tongue and slit your throat
And left you in the snow to rot
And taken back your winter coat
Don't tell me there is nothing to forgive
If you have done me even more
Whether out of love or not

Are Numbers Beings Valentine

When you do the numerology of it
The roots the stems the flowers
Each taking about 1200 years
And all this springing up out of the minds
Of numerous minerals pure and objective
Who tear themselves apart
Silently dissolving you come
To develop a different sympathy
For trying to figure out the code
Your forgotten birthday password
But the added numbers only open up
To the astrology page the stricken stars
Your shy reflection shivering among them

Friday, November 18, 2022

Unknowable Valentine

My little meetings with the unknowable one
Go often undetected due to my absences
The forces of gravity pulling me
Out of myself and the revenge 
Of childhood pulling me back in
Everything can be known
So eagerly I take lifetimes
Weighing up what's small and big
Impressed by the light all around me
But he remains unknown
The only secret that's actually kept
Except he had a son in the end
And tried to be a good father
And hold his tiny hand

Thursday, November 17, 2022

Dancing Valentine

Fools and little children
I have suffered
To come onto me
I scooped them up
And we danced around
Until we fell upon the ground
We suffered through 
Our crazy laughter we tried
Not to make a sound
Stay hidden in our places
But our fears grew into our faces
Spinning round and round
A future fairy-tale we wove
Out of foolish childish woes

Wednesday, November 16, 2022

Geographic Valentine

What landscapes attract what people
What people are deposited on what landscapes
What people prefer what season
What season has only one landscape
Twenty questions as I wind uphill
Through granite outcrops silent woods
And stop to catch the little town
Spread like lichen on the ground
Far below the castle ruin
Doesn't the climate like a mood
Give rise to a certain kind
Of mind or bird grown together
With the landscape doesn't the sun
Settle the seasons of the moon

Tuesday, November 15, 2022

Daily Valentine

If we can be anything it's stubborn
But the quandary is which
Stubbornness will win the day
The one we use against ourselves
Or the one that turns into persistence
Patient practice of the elusive
Perfection of our instruments
Even if no one is listening
To our ode to joy agonizingly
Insisting on each and every note
Nor pretending the recital
Isn't coming and there will be
Our parents and angels attending

Monday, November 14, 2022

Color Valentine

Color is language before it became words
Or music or a listener.  It is as close as the light
Can come before it turns into the sound
Of a person, all these moods a person can be.
Siblings who live in one household, quarreling
And loving, each with its own peculiar power
To stand alone or to give itself away. 
If we can speak of them objectively at all,
As if they were not our ancestors and
Ultimate destination, it is only because
They speak through us their own language
Before it was vowel or tongue or taste
When life was just starting up again
With only these colors to work from
 
                               

Far Valentine

Yes I was drawn to Rome
But only as a Greek raised
In Egypt among the tombs
Yes I love the Seine and the Rhone
And that holly-tree in Zurich
Red with berries by the church
But how can there be nostalgia
For the holy places I've never been
Here in the new world at last
Dissatisfied to repeat the past
But yes I still want that garden in Venice
Here in my wilderness backyard
And to see the hidden city of Great Kitezh
Lifting above the horizon like a sun

Sunday, November 13, 2022

Upon A Time Valentine

Having expunged the busy fairies
From the fairy-tales and woods
Having blamed the step-mothers 
For the mother's sins and turned
Her into a witch who thinks
All the magic is hers even then
They don't stop at mocking
The gods and the little people
But put their daughters in cages
And turn their sons into stones
Until only a flower can free them
From the noisy spell of the world
The cowslip or the maiden's breath
That grew here once alone

Saturday, November 12, 2022

Dependent Valentine

With just a tiny tweak
This could all be perfect
With just a little shove
We could come to love
Or in a sudden second
Turning on a dime
The sun could darken
Relieving us of time
It all depends
On what surprise upends
What settled notion
On what great stone
Is lifted from the ocean
And placed in the heart again

Friday, November 11, 2022

Alive Valentine

An amazing peacefulness descended
On my little street this morning just
As I was coming back into my body
Coasting between the houses and trees
Landing my rickety plane of bones
In the right warm bed and dream
And I could feel the whole street
Bathed in a yellow celestial light
A stillness lasting almost an hour
Then out of nowhere a buzz-saw
Started up down the way moaning
Attacking a palm tree and gnawing
And the thud of its falling
Sent the Seraphim sprawling
And raised me alive from my bed

Thursday, November 10, 2022

Remembrance Valentine

Staring back at my almost eighty years
There is not a single soul I've known
From whom I would not beg a pardon
Nor a single one to whom I would
Not give my own I promise
In memory we meet again
Except I have forgotten some
Of your names and faces covering up
The harm too glaring I did you
Out of a sometimes evil impulse
I have still not learned to master
In memory we will meet again
But then for the first time
And I will get to know you better

Wednesday, November 9, 2022

My Bloody Valentine

There is no good place
You can cut your face
Where the blood won't stop flowing
These marvelous crimson drops
Your fingers can't clot
As your panic starts growing
But let's just stand here and bleed
And watch where it's going
This trickle that turns into a creek
And builds to a flood
And leaves you floating in the mud
What does it want
Loosed monster crying child
But to consume this world

Tuesday, November 8, 2022

Homeless Valentine

What really happened to the ancient gods
Who lived so deeply once in the souls
Of the strange people of Susa and Ur
Inanna and sweet Tammuz and Erishkigal
Finally forced to flee in every direction
Does a god not get to grow up
Swimming out further into a starry sea
To float back as a Venus or a Mary
Strolling the shores of Galilee
Hearing the voice of a Christ
The first of many Christs to follow
In his footsteps like sweet Tammuz
Who abandoned his temples and rites
Thrown out to the wolves
To live on in the fields and the breeze 

Monday, November 7, 2022

79 Valentine Way

Why can't I have my way
I can have my way
I start to question my way
How can I find my way
I can get out of my way
Having seen there are two ways
My way or the highway I chose
The way that runs through
The low ways and the by-ways
Where we stopped to live in the old way
In the old woods tucked away
To find a new way
A child's way
Why can't I have my way

Saturday, November 5, 2022

Hardened Valentine

Sometimes the truth must seize
Upon the thing and shake it hard and then
Look up at you with pleading eyes
Sometimes a terrifying hurricane
Must rip the house apart
And leave you barely breathing
But it doesn't have to be this way
That I must do terrible things
Or you could just have loved me
When I came into this scary world
The worrisome weight of my existence
Needn't have led to this destruction
If you had only loved me
Motherfucker

Friday, November 4, 2022

I Call It I Valentine

Or what should we call
That little hole
That started out
So empty somehow
And worked so hard
To fill it with ourselves
Like a pocket stuffed
With gold coins or fool's gold
We stack in piles
Like in that bedtime story where a child
Is turned into a seed and buried
In a hole in the ground
Or in one of the holes of memory
So many to choose from

Thursday, November 3, 2022

Cleaved Valentine

I found a stone from which
A heart had been broken off
It sat alone with its gaping face
All the blood drained black
An open mouth even the scream
Had abandoned long ago
Really it looked like a lost shoe
A tired old woman's dirty clog
Left behind for whomever
She was running from or to
I put my foot on that stone
And stumbled forward and fell
The way lovers part
Living without a heart

Contemporary Valentine

I get it how we were the Egyptians
In our former lives and loves
But the more I hear about the pharaohs
The more I want to meet the slaves
Or at least the ordinary people
Not since they imagined the hieroglyphs
Has the picture-language of our lives
Been more preoccupied with death
Not even counting the Middle Ages
Their empty tombs and temples 
We're converted into banks and
Celebrity events while meanwhile
Each trained scribe has his own
Unique style and nameless signature
But the story's still all about death
And the new mysteries of the after-life
Which still have to be deciphered
Catalogued and stored and lost

Wednesday, November 2, 2022

All Souls' Day Valentine

Once with a clairvoyant friend
We drove up to the spring at Hoteville
In Hopi-land because another friend
Had painted it and we wanted
To see the real one for ourselves
In the painting you could see
She saw it was a holy place
Where one could stand in reverence
As the sun rose or set
And the light blazed the water
As one could only do it in a painting
We wanted to see if we could still
Feel it too not the past despoiled
But the distant sacred future

Tuesday, November 1, 2022

All Saints' Day Valentine

Like a door closing on me in a womb
The warm blankets of my dark nap-time
Both bored and overwhelmed by this world
Settling into my sweet-spot in the bed
Like in kindergarten on my paper mat
Listening to the rumblings under the floor
Or reconstructing today's fairy-tale
How could that silly girl not see
The wolf in her grandma's nightie
Or what my three wishes might be
Right now as I enter that other world
In my childish death of sleep
But to run and greet my dead parents
Who come to get me just in time
To send me back to this hungry world
Just as I was getting used to theirs

Monday, October 31, 2022

Halloween Costume Valentine

When we last caught sight of the grail
Standing around in our armor and swords
Each of us in our own ruined castle
And felt the light descend into the lifted chalice
And the bell's toll echo in our blood
And then the long withdrawal of the angels
(Why can they not stay with us)
And after all this nothing more wonderful
Nothing more profound and sublime
How can our king still not be cured
We can hear his moaning miles away
How can we just be left to return
To our petty crusades and jousts
And watch the world burn

Facing It Valentine

I think the face must be 
The most responsible part of the body
It must receive the impacts first
Of everything that happens
So it all gets written down
And it's the one who has to turn
And tell the rest of the body
What can be revealed
About what it all means
Before the heart tastes it
Or the limbs try to struggle free
Or the blood dances joyfully
The last part of us to be born
And the first to bid farewell

Sunday, October 30, 2022

Some Loves Valentine

Lots of what I thought was best
Turned out to be the worst
My double doubled back on me
Some blessings were a curse
Some loves got worse and worse
Until all love was lost
Which was no love at all
But turned out for the best
Our lives were crossed with crosses
And a sprinkling of stars
I found I loved
The ingenuity of love itself
Dance-master task-master
Who never counts the cost

Even Then Valentine

Last night I dreamed a strange
Documentary about ancient Egypt
With its 130 pyramids and Sphinx
How far away from them and yet
Entering their sunlit temples on TV
The serious business of mummification
While the narrator fingers their bones
Curled into a fetal position
A whole people without the fear
Of death this life but a preparation
For the next immortal one
Even before the Bible
They recognized resurrection
And that even in the after-life
You would need your clothes
Your jewels and throne

Saturday, October 29, 2022

A Portrait Of The Air By A Lake In Autumn Valentine

The ego the I and the self
Three gallant brothers or sisters
Or one lonely brother and two beautiful sisters
Or one dull sister and two rough brothers
But who could mother or father 
Love or further them
Triplets born out of wedlock
One a long-legged princess
One an antiquities scholar
And the other the one
They both wanted to be
Someone finally free
Of a you and a me
A breath of fresh air

Friday, October 28, 2022

I Am In Me Valentine

Slowly getting over the sense
That all I am is me
When there is so much
More to be glad to be
Me and not someone else
And yet a little petrified
No pun intended I love
Making fun of me
Proud of my humility
Big about my littleness
Not serious but true
When it's hard to be me
An image but no likeness
Slowly becoming you

Thursday, October 27, 2022

Catching Sight Of My Soul Valentine

Dark as my shadow is my soul
Thrown down before me by the sun
Walking behind me warming my back
And when I turn to face the light
It blinds and passes through me
Into that form that follows fast
The pliant image of my body
Pierced by the rays of light
The outline of the darkness I contain
Cast down and creeping on the ground
But then at noon and at midnight
My shadow absorbs or is absorbed
By a momentary eclipse of light
So my soul can step free from both
One with the sun and the earth

Monday, October 24, 2022

Stone Valentine

These multi-layered mountains
Of history pushing themselves
Upright from the interior
Of the earth whose outer
Surfaces we ascend and
Sleep in the crevices of stars
Or dig down into to explore
The shores of hidden rivers
Where great armies once camped
Until they were eaten by their wars
Or finally out of breath and helpless
Breach the summit of the highest
Things that can be known
And find the one foundation stone

Sunday, October 23, 2022

Always On Schedule Valentine (for Mary)

Exercising their primordial rights
In the vast government of the stars
The great clock-keepers and tricksters
With their little hands appear
To shift the gears of Mars in fall
And trim the moon's bright sail
Tacking into the wind and rain
But always in sight of land
Ferrying off the dead with singing
Bringing back the barely living
While way out there in the cosmos
That only a mind can reach
A little door is swinging
Where it passes out of time

Saturday, October 22, 2022

Blue Day Valentine

If clouds are really plants
In their first manifestation
Before they dive down headfirst
And get locked into the ground
And their ragged edges harden
Into leaves and secret flowers
If clouds are really animals
In their future orientation
As simply thirst and motion
The lost children of desire
Then there is promise for us stones
To resume our ancient burning
To cast again a molten sea
Into a cloud of knowing

Friday, October 21, 2022

It's Valentine

It's a Friday that feels like a Saturday
It's a dream that feels like reality
It's a fall that feels like spring
It's a dying that feels like being born
It's an urgent call from Unavailable
It's someone coming who never shows up
It's four birds flying together
Peacefully in hot pursuit
It's a child at a crosswalk
The light flashing red and red
It's just me honey turning in bed
Hearing you talk in your sleep
Listening to you proclaim to me
The garbled secrets of the deep

Thursday, October 20, 2022

Veil's Valentine

Does she not spread her protecting veil
To receive the dead of her struggling people
Does she not attend every funeral
And sit at the edge of every mass grave
Does she not play with the children at recess
And stand in line with them for lunch
In their hungry schools surrounded by bombs
Does she not hum along with the old women
Folding laundry and pondering the mystery
Of evil and the purposes of cruelty
Does she not whisper in the ears of the generals
And shine courage into the soldier's blood
Does she not stand on every hill
No silent icon but her people's very soul

Wednesday, October 19, 2022

Now That Valentine

Now that we know you're really here
Living with us on a daily basis
Watching the films of our dreams
Observing our delusions and fits
Of conscience and thirsty hearts
All that we hide from ourselves
And you the most hidden
Other side of our lives
You who live now in the sunlight
And dark midnights of our minds
Explorer and pioneer of lost worlds
Co-conspirator of loves yet to be born
Now that our time has come and passing
Let us be conscious partners in our work
The restoration of the earth our home

Monday, October 17, 2022

Back To The Cave Valentine

Isn't it true in freezing fall
The human brain can burst
Into flame when the blood rubs
Two crazy thoughts together
And smoke and light bloom
Along the neural branches
Against the cold of reason
Which left to its own device
Draws us further onto the ice
But luckily the heart's a cave
Where the thoughts can return
From distant stars and planets
To warm their hands and feet
With memories yet to burn

Sunday, October 16, 2022

What's Left Valentine

I'm afraid my red hibiscus
Has developed a black disease
While the yellow one not far away
Is flourishing and green
Purple flowers cover the yard
I let go with patches
Of matted grass and bare ground
Where nothing grew
Last night's storm broke
Summer's back what's left
Is just the dying
The cutting of it all down
The piling of it all up
And the emptiness shining

Saturday, October 15, 2022

Sculpture Valentine

If you put yourself in the place
Of the central figure you can feel
What striding is the forward
Purposeful thrust of his will
And if you get behind those searching eyes
Maybe you can tell where he's heading
Looking neither right nor left
What his heart has fastened on
What one thing occupies his mind
In time for some apppointment
He must keep or cry
Of wolves among the sheep
Or is it you yourself his blazing I
Strides so eagerly to meet

Friday, October 14, 2022

Invisible Valentine

When he returned
She asked what treasure
He had found
The sea he said
But I couldn't bring it
With me so I plunged
Right through it
It refreshed me so
I emerged feeling immortal
Nothing and everything
Which lasted for an hour
But what about the sun
She asked my curious angel
Here I picked it for you
Just a flower