Sunday, February 16, 2014

Explanatory Valentine

Maybe the dead are the weathers
of the world the great oceans
of clouds gathering or self-effacing
that have no fixed abode
 
the warmth against the cold
the dry against the moist
clashing in monumental battles
inserting their spears of light
 
or fluttering down in ashy flakes
stirring the volcanoes into rumbling
the earthquakes to answer back
but they might as well be using

sign language to try to warn us
that what we have the power to destroy
only they have the power to bring back

Poet's Valentine

I am a poet yes but
are you really any good
that is not a question
that belongs in a poem
 
or in poetry for that matter
intellectualism has corrupted
the heart to betray
its greatest treasures
 
and violence is just down the street
the couple next door
aspire to great opera
with the right composure
 
while I tally the wings
we’ll need to rally
our ascent

Saturday, February 15, 2014

Everything Ends Badly Valentine

All ends and all endings
are bad everything ends badly
but all beginnings are brilliant
and go on and on brilliantly
 
even if to bad ends
how could there not be
something good in the beginning
not to come to a bad end
 
despite the brilliance
that persists long after
the beginning is achieved
we are all prodigies in our youth
 
only a few years later ending
under the spell of an evil world
as the fairytales foretold

Friday, February 14, 2014

Newport Valentine

At the vast outwardness
of the sea you draw
inwardly more deeply
down into the inner
 
workings of the sea
of inwardness
and if it’s just at sunset
you can feel yourself a part

of all the light that’s slowly
being taken over
by the darkness it’s like
the sun is speaking to you
 
be your own illumination
I can’t go like this forever
be the darkness
my light is burning through

Angel Mine's Valentine

I call my angel
Angel Mine
which might sound
a little corny
 
but my angel is
a little corny
a little sentimental
never in a mawkish way
 
but Angel Mine
I say you have a tender
heart and way to care
for one so blind
 
and he agrees
nothing if not honest
nothing if not fair

Heart Day Valentine

Here’s a bouquet of
pictures for you
of what’s blooming today
in my garden
 
as you are I hope
blooming today as always
two of these pictures
(can you find them?)
 
are of my newly-sprouted
morning glories blue
and purple some in a
pot some in the ground
 
under a trellis on
opposite sides of the
patio it’s a competition
for the best location
 
do you think they’ll
make it to bloom before
the heat kills them bad heat
but we’re going to try 

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Seedless Valentine

A seed just wants to
make a new seed
the way a human
wants to make a new self
 
or to make many selves
just to get one that succeeds
in rooting sprouting
leafing flowering
 
but the green blood of the grass
stains the flagstones
when the bodies of summer
are dragged from the yard
 
all the self wants
is to make a seed
of a better self

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

National Valentine

In shade I sit
watching mocking
bird and hummingbird
and one intimidated sparrow
 
he would rather have
a criminal son who’s
straight than a national
athlete son who’s gay
 
America the high school country
molested by slavery as a child
now shorn of the ideals
of his early years
 
a bit of a bully and a bit of a creep
but brilliant so brilliant
it makes me weep

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Lifted Glass Valentine

To the clear quadrant of sky
I’ve been given
and the block wall
of my garden my prison
 
and to the settling mound
of compost like a detached
breast I sprinkle some of
on my morning glorys
 
or is that ‘glories’
those to come and those
already among us if
largely invisible still
 
and to the little islands of heat
each of is
born from a love that endures

Time Becomes Space Valentine

The outward sign
of the real catastrophe
is the loss of the will to face
catastrophe itself
 
as always the immutable part
of any imminent collapse
but taking its sweet time
breaking all the records
 
an upheaval of the heart
which now we see
was scheduled all along
nostalgically inevitable
 
the sharp shadow of a bird
cutting through the sunlit wall
creating the world again

Monday, February 10, 2014

Benny's Valentine

A poem needs the serenity
of a suicide note without
all the bells and whistles
a stripped-down emergency
 
calmly reconnoitered later
seeking your forgiveness for
having slapped you
momentarily awake
 
and carefully talking you
down from the nightmare
of your life why not
admit that’s how it works
 
a trumpet sounds
but that’s just Benny
in the backyard practicing

Aquarius Moon Valentine

I want to paint
this blue pail of oranges
but I see the moon’s
already done that

I want to creep around
the house not to wake you
it’s like having you
and not having you
 
but of course you know
these thoughts don’t come
from my mind that snob
and stranger I live with
 
but from the deep under-
ground and widest
sky of my heart

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Thinking's Valentine

So beautiful today
you feel like you’ll have
to pay for it in some way
pay it back it’s so rich
 
but in thinking thoroughly
you cannot come to
the wrong conclusions
if your thinking is true
 
do you think I live
just to wake up
and make you eggs
in the morning
 
do you think I live
just to love someone completely
yes you

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Drop's Valentine

The naiveté of health in the face
of the deadliness of the truth
if you were set free
then you must be dead
 
and that we are still not
the acme of ourselves
and yet who else
could it be
 
who keeps stumbling
forward into the past
bumping into ourselves
and taking offense
 
and every day vanishing
like the last drop
of water on the earth

Friday, February 7, 2014

Sitting Valentine

I try to sit quietly with the world
the way I sat with my dying mother
who slept fitfully and woke
not knowing me anymore
 
I keep going over
the hills of her hand
looking to soothe her
looking to understand
 
she promises me she
will be young again
this awkward dying’s
only temporary pain
 
I think of all the years she’s struggled
I think of all the children she’s had
I wonder was it all in vain

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Seymour's Valentine

Happiness is heroin
we can barely speak of it
when it kisses with its tongue
happiness is hard
 
obviously for all
who stick it out they go
right over the happiness bridge
even as the truth of their descent
 
begins to dawn upon them
happiness is holy
which explains our lack of it
the fears of our rejection
 
that it would turning away
be known
for the first and final time

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Morning Valentine

A sense of the common good
a common sense of the good
a good sense of the common
but when I walk by their houses
 
scattered among hills or jammed
tight as slaves together in a ship
I see all that’s forgotten
a sense of the hidden world
 
behind the obvious subject matter
an adamant refusal to see the body
as a product of moral pain
though we have all been left alive
 
for now as in some fairy story
closing our eyes to cross the bridge of death
and hurrying back by morning

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Bob Dylan is Not the Bodhisattva Valentine

We don’t say ‘frick you’
or ‘I’ll frick you up’
but we do say ‘fricking’
because words are irresponsible
 
which is not a terrible thing
not to trust them past
their level of expertise
the limits of their ‘seducibility’
 
like the word ‘desire’
which could mean anything
but always includes ‘sire’
‘ire’ and ‘fire’ you don’t
 
have to spell it out
you can sit in the sun and stare
but it’s always there churning

Monday, February 3, 2014

Bodhisattva's Valentine

If reality is only a side-street
not a grand thoroughfare
if reality is an autobahn
not an anonymous alley
 
but compared to actual reality
our languages are still autistic
of course these are relative terms
so a language not yet speakable
 
will have to be created
if certain things can finally
get to be said and not the things
that bring death into the world
 
but the words themselves must act
like seeds proliferating unstoppably
a new spring in the human soul

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Knowing Myself Valentine

When I’m alone
I still don’t know
who or what I am
but it’s not an issue
 
I wrote that last night
before I fell asleep
but in a dream I completely
reversed myself
 
I had total self-awareness
and it was quite a shock
I mean how one can just
keep going on and on
 
recalling all one has been
and in a variety of moods
arranging all one will be