Unavailable Valentine

Most of the time since you didn’t ask
I feel incompetent/out of control
Or in some truce with myself
 
I sit down on the couch
At the grave wonderment
How I must feel of myself
 
Something know something
And do this forever
The unraveling I feel of myself
 
Then Unavailable phoned
Leaving of course a message
To call back immediately
 
I certainly didn’t get up
Off that couch
To reply good-bye