Wednesday, January 31, 2024

Market Advice Valentine

What I've got for you today
Says the tall vegetable man
Is a few crisp apples the pears
From Anjou should arrive tomorrow
The asparagus is good but
At one moment it's fresh
And the next it's limp and dead
I wouldn't wait till tomorrow
But smell this thyme brought in
This morning from the mountains
Infuse he says a few sprigs
In a good olive oil
And rub it on your arms
It quickens the will for tomorrow

Tuesday, January 30, 2024

At The Abbey Valentine

I assume your world
As you must assume mine
We are all caught
In some glorious assumption
About to happen as soon
As we get ourselves out of the way
Take a breath it could be mine
Breathing my life into yours
I assume the greatness
Of your world
As you must assume
All the gratitude in mine
If we are ever to be lifted
Slowly calmly off the ground

In Dreams Begin Reality Valentine

In realms of REMs
Where the eternal records are kept
Those acres of storage rooms
Parked at the edge of the cosmos
Waiting for their owners to return
Who have forgotten all about them 
Or who periodically come back
To sort through dead treasures
Who knows what to do
With the past but ask
Its blessing and forgiveness
Humbled by the courage it took
I say to myself just to get you here
At the threshold of a realer world

Monday, January 29, 2024

Eternal Valentine

The little fence of time
We stretch out
To surround eternity
With a passing thought

The thought of eternity itself
Surrounded as we seem with temporary
Ideas of material things
Hedged in by bodies

Eternity seems foolish
And anyway a long way off
Except for the evidence of dreams
We don't know what to do with

And the debris of wars
We don't know how to end
And all this while
We keep eternity waiting

Unheard Valentine

Sometimes in the symphony of a week
Monday lifts its baton
And nothing happens
It's like the music
Hasn't arrived yet
The audience is getting restless
Waiting a whole night
For Tuesday to show up
With a list of announcements
The music can't make it
Till Thursday and maybe not then
It's saving itself for Sunday
And some child's voice to sing it
That music that was always there

Sunday, January 28, 2024

Who Valentine

Is it venial of him
Coming upon that naked body
Sleeping in the bed
To steal a glance
It felt like a mortal blow
All the world can offer
Is it menial of him
To insist upon the soul's
Prerogative to bow to beauty
Wherever it is found
Not made only of stone
But of flesh and blood
To be what she is dreaming
Who she'll love when she awakes

Saturday, January 27, 2024

How It's Done Valentine

Even though our bodies
Are the oldest part of us
They're still relatively young
In the overall scheme of things
But the more we materialize ourselves
The more we fade away
A trick of the spirit to reclaim us
Still our bodies give us an intimate look
At its most inner workings
So we can see how it's done
How to stir some dirt and spit together
In the palm of your hand
And breath into it all of your life
Practicing with body after body
To make and re-make a soul

Friday, January 26, 2024

Have They Ever Left Us Valentine

On this chilly promising morning
I'm taking a few short-cuts through
Friedrich Schelling's thinking
I mean what am I doing in the late 18th
Century mythologizing this late
But first he clears up all the false
Conjectures about the origin
Of the gods cross-culturally
To perceive conclusively their 
Pre-existence leaving me hanging
About what all this implies
That the gods must still be with us
Walking among us their faces
Hidden behind our faces
As if we'd forgotten them

Thursday, January 25, 2024

Damascus Bound Valentine

Our parents who are joined in heaven
Struggled to love one another on earth
Better apart but then bereft
Finding the best could be the worst
Flummoxed by it their souls
Torn apart by their bodies
Mirrored by a world of wars
Up to this today we call ours
And then there are the happy couples
Who upon arriving in heaven
Embrace and go their separate ways
Knowing they are never apart
Having planted us here on earth
Trusting we'll be back to get them

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

Send In The Gods Valentine

Ours is the situation of the snail
Who ventured out too far in the rain
From the grass onto the concrete
Who the cat kicked around
But finding nothing edible
Or metaphysical moved on
To some more interesting thing
Leaving the snail transfixed
Considering its options
Did you know snails can sing
Those shells are little horns
That echo an ancient sea
Laying there motionless
Gazing back at me

Tuesday, January 23, 2024

Being Held Valentine

I try not to feel sorry for the world
Which is to say myself it does no good
Being my own strange world 
Where we all know you're all
Locked up inside me my neighbor
Diagnosed with terminal kindness
My neighbor with a target on his back
That says 'Mother' in red letters
And that's just the outside world 
Which I suppose to be like a father
On the inside who is always
Shouting for attention or applause
I try to stand right there between them
And let them hold me tight

Monday, January 22, 2024

Movie Memory Valentine

What does it matter when
She takes him to the places
Where she fell in love with the man
She's married to right now
Of course to become a writer
She had to leave home and family
But because she always strived
To keep the child in her alive
She kept in touch with them
And stays close with her mother
But what does it mean when she goes home
And her husband tells her they
Never visited those places
When they were falling in love
All that goes on happening in another life

Sunday, January 21, 2024

The Perfect Slam Valentine

I strive for a certain wackiness
Sensing the insanity in all things
You have to be a bit unbalanced
To find that elusive point
Of things going by in a moment
If it's not too slow
It's too quick so the seesaw
You just noticed you're standing on
Slams to the ground
On one side or the other
In fact you go from slam
To slam except for a few seconds
Somewhere in the middle
Just to experience perfection

Hairy Valentine

There's a hair in my nose
That tickles me on and off
But I can never find it
Do you have something like that
You refuse to let oppress you
So you pluck it out like an eye
But it just keeps growing back
Until you become a gardener
Of weeds springing out of your nose
Seeing they were always there
But now you can really see them
Until you wind up living
In a house of hair
Forever brushing and combing
Just like everyone else

Saturday, January 20, 2024

No Other Word For It Valentine

The hidden thrill of words
Is to bring some order to the world
Out of the murky sea of feelings
Dragging themselves still dripping
Up onto the rocky shore of what
We call thinking becoming 
Our so-called speaking
In how many different mouths
Each word a tongue of fire
Or a kiss of the gods
If you think about all
Of the sculpting and shaping
They've done and still searching
For the right one

Friday, January 19, 2024

I Love January Valentine

These cold days in the sun
I get to call upon the dead
What else do they have to do
But sit and chat with someone
I find they have so much more
Of a perspective on worldly things
Though it can be annoying
At times always trying
To get me to do things like
Maybe take a shower or a walk
Sometimes they pull me
Right out of my body
And show me all the things
We've still to do when
We get up from these chairs

Thursday, January 18, 2024

Free Valentine

Is the dancer just the visible reflection
Of the music or is there a conversation
Carried on between them
Not always in agreement
The music always wanting its own way
But not always what the dancer
Wants to hear tonight perhaps
In the wings taking a breath
Just the same old dum-ta-dum
But a third thing we can make together
So when you soar I rush onstage
Neither you nor me but merged
If you hold your fingers just like this
Both of us get free

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

Reunion Valentine

How far back do you have to go
Before the trail runs cold
Before you start to detect a pattern
In the lives of the dead you follow
Shocked to find yourself
Both slave and master
Both Adam and Eve still
Blaming one another for the loss
Hardly a gasp between them and us
And if I imagine a grand reunion
Of all of us in a well-lit room
Could we then together discern
A common sense of gratitude
For each spent life passed down

Tuesday, January 16, 2024

One I Valentine

Reading the sage philosophers each night
Explain how the myth of the I came to be
A reality of its own making
The most alone of things
Each in its own private world
Free to be nothing or everything
Swinging between the two
Puts me to sleep to see
I am not an I but a we
At least for a little while
I dream myself awake in you
Wonder of wonders behold
There can only be one I
Which all the others enfold

Monday, January 15, 2024

Small World Valentine

In the geography of my narrow yard
Lies no country I haven't explored
Or should I say exploited tricked
A few blue Grecian flowers
In a democracy of weeds
Over there sleeping in the east
A shiny Spanish honeysuckle
Where the sun stays most
Clipped to climb an iron trellis
And lure the hummingbirds
To war over their daily nectar
And my prize desert rose
I can barely keep alive
In the Iceland of my eyes

Sunday, January 14, 2024

Far Out Valentine

I had to rub the sand
Out of my eyes which took
Till noon enough for a whole
Beach where I could walk
The dogs of my reflections
Side-long glances at a still-
Emerging dream rushing to catch up
Sniffing the sea-wrack and the tide-pools
Of my remaining nights and days
My sunny shore of empty shells
Who have nothing to do but sing
Myself awake-awake-awake
Far out on the sea of waking

Friday, January 12, 2024

For Your Birthday Valentine

Those who bring the new day into being
How could it ever happen on its own
Those who push the light up right on time
Like gold extracted from the shafts of night
Giving each day its own character and will
Each one aimed to change the world
Or move it forward an inch or two
Though every night loads it up with grief
So some come stumbling and fall apart
And never make it to the afternoon
Those who labor and sacrifice
Confident even in their graves
Know they come from an endless source
And tomorrow will be brave

Wednesday, January 10, 2024

That Call Valentine

Is it the long-postponed perception
That something profound is missing
From our lives something we keep
Trying to repress or hide in full sight
Like how long others can know us
Before we have any awareness of ourselves
But maybe it's more a certain sadness
About how our thoughts and feelings
Can only carry us so far until we hit
A wall we sense is only an illusion
This world of beautiful appearances
Innumerable spirits have left behind
But how long must that call
Hang suspended in mid-air
Before we humans hear it

Tuesday, January 9, 2024

Something Valentine

There's something hateful about the cold
Something fearful about the heat
It's only in the spring or fall
That we feel equal to it all
The earth in winter
Deep in thought
Brings our hearts to a full stop
While summer blithely hurls our souls
Far out beyond the stars 
But earnest fall and lithesome spring
Are preternatural beings
Who bring the divine back down 
To earth to see what human life 
And death can truly be

Monday, January 8, 2024

Once Valentine

I dreamed I backed you up
Against a wall could feel
Your breath on mine
I dreamed you let me take
Possession of your mind
Since you had pillaged mine
And felt my body break
While bleak desire raged
Silent pacing in its cage
I dreamed our legs entwined
Our youthful legs and arms
Now dwindled to old age
I who was once thine
You who were never mine

Sunday, January 7, 2024

Back To Before Valentine

Into these cold sunny days
A great gray storm is coming
Enough snow to bury the city
And blur the mountain peaks
Each snowflake like the cell
Of an accumulating body
Slowly falling asleep
And in the morning the mind
Of quiet it kept in store for us
Will be a genius in the sun
The earth's sinless soul spread out
As it was in the beginning
Before it ever heard of spring

Saturday, January 6, 2024

Homeward Valentine

Withered it looks in winter
Holding a few hard fruit
Every fall losing another limb
Every spring a few less blooms
I fear it will all be firewood soon
And this garden lose its focal point
The thing that lifts us weeds
And flowers when we all look up
Great grandfather pomegranate tree
Who had a poetry and a purpose
When it left its native land
Prepares to leave that all behind
And take up residence here
In my eternal mind

Friday, January 5, 2024

Epiphany Valentine

Sleeping in fear waking in shame
But suddenly now I see
We will not be damned
A blue rosemary in ecstasy
Blooming to beat the band
A blue I never knew
Could ever come again
Now in cold January when
Everything else is dead
A bubbling spring tumbling down
Enough blue to heal us all
And if I get up close
The spray of it on my face
The very scent of hope
I taste and am born again

My Tiger's Valentine

My tiger wants to touch
My cheek with its claw
Its arms embracing me
Its belly on my belly
As if it wants to enter me
It clings so close our bodies
Resting while our souls mingle
In the throes of its desire
Just a touch upon the cheek
To say it could consume
Or tame me it hasn't quite
Made up its mind
Any more than lovers know
That love can be unkind

Thursday, January 4, 2024

Taken Valentine

Just about to fall asleep
Strange noises last night
Right outside the window
An electric hissing and the rattle
Of small stones hitting the wall
Then I felt the world swirling
Around the house and the house
Go airborne in eerie silence
Lifting me at the calm center
Of a great unfurling storm
Hurling me toward a starry field 
I could see off in the distance
Somehow I thought I was taking
The whole world with me
Or was it the world taking me
But I was sure it was no dream

Wednesday, January 3, 2024

Rubber Tramp Rendezvous Valentine

I'm heading down to the RTR
At Quartzite and wonder if I can
Stop to visit on my way
Maybe we can have lunch
And catch up while I'm there
It's been a while and maybe
I could get a shower at your place
It won't be long the dogs
Can stay in the van and if
It's not too much I could have
A package sent to your address
To pick up on the way
A rice-cooker to make my life
More comfortable on my travels
I do long to see your face again

X Marks The Spot Valentine

This morning a huge X
From contrails over the town
Can the blue sky have an opinion
If it closes heaven down
Can clouds be ominous and fluffy
And by afternoon be gone
And life impervious go on
That X turning into a burning cross
To carry equally a thief or a god
Archangels mighty and dreadful
Their arms spread out in a gesture
Full of welcoming mercy and calm
Freely received freely ignored
Nothing saving nothing lost

Tuesday, January 2, 2024

Schiller's Crowd Valentine

Do you mind their human lives
Lived behind the divine art
They left behind their at times
Pettiness and envious quarrels
When they weren't being sublime
They knew what it's like to be so good
At what you did it surprised
Even them what it felt like
To collaborate with the thin air
And let the spirit through
They kept their loves at the center
Of their lives for everyone to see
They weren't afraid of human things
Seed and grist for the divine

Monday, January 1, 2024

Arriving Valentine

When you notice those other worlds out there
And the enormous will power it takes
To bring a kind of order to their movements
When  you imagine each one's history
How each one takes a further step
Toward the singularity of our earth
Their last stop on the way to the sun
Struggling to blend together and embody
All their desires and warring dreams
Into one colossal human being
Laid in the manger of the stars
Or standing in a river naked
Then it's possible to see arrayed
The missing link of love
Arriving to build a home